An extremely long time since i write anything in this long forgotten space… maybe i should just delete it away instead of storing in on the world wide web and let people chance upon this blog…
A quiet night but my heart isn’t… it seems to be screaming out to listen to something that it has been telling the owner to listen to. But the dear owner refuses to heed any that the heart is trying to tell. As the days go by… the heart became weaker and weaker trying to gain its owner attention…
After a very long time… the owner realized that something is wrong with hER heart. She no longer can hear what her heart is telling him and soon he lost his direction in life…
How many times in life have you get into a situation that you are stuck at a crossroad without knowing which direction you should head to? And sometime even though you know you should be heading east, you know that you cannot let go and head east. Instead you head West and get yourself really unhappy in the process and start pondering why the hell you head west in the first place….
Some people will say that it’s a good learning experience. Although nothing good comes out of it, one gains lots of experience be it positive and negative along the way. So nothing much is lost….
I don’t know what shit am i talking here… maybe the night has made my thought went drifting around… but i keep wanting to say this sentence: “I am losing my patience…”
Yes i am losing my PATIENCE!!! WTF!!!
I am pretty proud of myself that i type this paragraph in the dark. Bless me… ASUS type pad is really pretty good to use.
XOXO > no more hugs and kisses…
