hear me

I choose YOU!!!

All steamed… looking delicious and taste FAB!

And Even yummy with CHEESE… ***i’m hungry again… =(

And a FAT oyster to end this post… Kekeekeeeee…..

Sometime when the trust no longer exist in a r/s, it’s difficult to turn back the time and act as if everything is normal. Even though you know that you love that person deeply; you have never loved or given everything of yourself as much to anyone’s else in life.

Deep within you, you wanted things to work out however things will never work out as it was before. The trust was no longer there… you’re always second guessing whatever he told you. Is he hiding something up his sleeve? Or he seriously meant whatever he said.

Vice versus.

That type of r/s is extremely tiring. And before you know it, you start complaining that your life is complicated and messy. You don’t know how to clear up your life. But the person that started the mess is none other than yourself. You reap what you sow. You created the mess right from the start, you jolly well clean it up. No one is as capable of cleaning it up as you.

Do men and women really think differently in a r/s? When one says 1, he/she actually meant 2? Can’t things be clear and straight forward? Why must matters be communicated in an indirect way? You love that person means you love that person. What ulterior motive is one capable of? The worst thing that can happen? Simply break off the r/s. Why must one complicates thing when life is already complicating? Why can’t one keep things simple and clear?

Maybe i’m too naive or honest or i’m just too damn straight forward or you might think i’m one stupid lass. I’m just simply not into mind game, it makes my head and heart hurt.

For the readers out there, just in case that you start thinking that Hua is in love or what not… Just let me set things straight, the above paragraph does not relate to my personal life. My life is extremely clean and clear (oh it sounds like Johnson and Johnson ad…) right now and i’m absolutely LOVING it. Period.

Yes there’s a BIG monkey running around freely in my estate… and i’m super afraid of it and i started sleeping with air con on and i dont dare to open my sliding door in fear that it will chance into my room and it’s BIG…

*ewwww… sometime i feel that i’m living in a zoo with the bats, dogs and monkey??!!

I got a new job!!! Yeap a job which i missed out last year because i was not in Singapore and now it’s back to me… although it’s super far…. but it can grant me the wish of flying yearly for free so i shall endure and carve out my own career path!!! Follwing my heart and not the herd instead…

But i’m soo going to miss my colleauges… no one that goes Eh eh, ou ou, Zoe zoe zoeeeeeeee everyday to me, shoot rubber band at me, teach me vulgarities (kekekeee…), teach me how to drink and make me laugh daily!!! Yaaa… the above examples sounds kinda negative but they’re GOOD people. Hahahahaha…..

I’m definitely going to miss them… hai….. Now i’m embarking on my photoscrapbook project! Something to keep me busy and entertained over the weekend. But it kinda burn a hole in my pocket buying those pretty things… i’m soooooooooo going to load up on them when i’m in aussie! Shulin said it’s really cheap there!!! Here i comeeee….

Oh ya and i had my alaskan crab!!! It’s DELICIOUS and it cost SGD300 for a 2kg crab and i paid half of it… hmmm….. shall load the delicious looking crab photos after i load it into my computer!

Ciao…..

PS: i’m too lazy to log into msn these days… like wat i always told my colleagues, i’m playing 孤僻！Muahahahhahaaaaa….. but my handphone is always around that’s if i didn’t leave it in my room and start rotting downstair instead. Haiii…… what’s the problem with me?!