hear me

I had an absolutely GREAT start this morning. It was PERFECTO to be exact…

It’s around 5a.m when i suddenly heard a loud thump in my room… and this kinda woke me up subconsciously. You know the feeling of sleeping but still you know what’s happening to your environment. Anyway I continue to sleep and the next thing i heard was the rustling of plastic bag (which was on my floor).

I thought the resident lizard (it’s rather big, i tried to catch it using the lizard trap but to no avail) of my room is having some rendezvous on my floor. Therefore i IGNORE it and continue to have my beauty sleep.

A few mins later, i heard the things on my table moving and that’s when i thought “maybe the family of lizard decide to come out and have some fun?”

And soon… the piggy me fell asleep until….

I heard a loud thump above my head. I could sense something was flying above me. So i start to cover myself with my huge quilt.

This time I told myself that it must be some big cockroach flying in my room.

You see…. I’m in total DENIAL…

It’s obvious there’s something in my room but i just don’t want to check out what it is…

Maybe i’m afraid that i will see devil in its eyes….

Ok anyway back to the UFO thingy….

After ten mins or so, i heard something hitting against my door or scratching against it. It seems to be trying to flee my room. And soon enough… i started hearing squeaking sound.

That’s when i start to FREAK out. I don’t want any rat to come into my room!!!

I’m already planning an escape route to get out of my room… not that my room is big…. But i was trying to think of how to flee my room by touching as little floor surface area as possible.

And so I decide to pluck up my courage and open my eyes… Ya very lame but ya… i did rather hear than see that THING…

Anyway i sat up on my bed and since i’m short sighted i can’t see whatever that’s in front of me. And so i did the right thing, i switched on the light.

That’s when all hell break out.

The curtain of the window which is facing my bed started moving. Time seems to froze … Slowly a black mess of thing emerged behind it.

I think my heart dropped and stopped beating at that time.

It’s a BLOODY BAT!!!

And it started flying and that’s when i started running and storming out of my room too…

I ran across the living hall to my sis’s room and started pounding her door. And at that instance i was praying that the bat would not follow me out of my room. ANd luckily it didn’t. It just keep circling around my room….

Exciting huh? And so i stayed at my sis’s room until she left for work and told me that the bat was no longer flying in my room.

I thought it had flew out…… and so i thought……

It actually hang itself upside down at the vase on my dressing table…….. Uggggghhhhhhhh…..

Ok at least it’s not flying…. I changed out of my clothes and ran downstairs and made a great drama out of it in front of my parents. Begging them to chase that Bat out of my room…

I think my dad really enjoyed my performance. He looked really happy and excited at…

In the end… my mummy removed it from my room. MY brother told her that he’s afraid of it.

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How nice ah?

 

Apparently I’m not the only one that’s experiencing BAT feeling… my neighbour has her daily share of bat flying over to her house and having a fruit party almost every night. The bat would leave fruit skins and seeds all over the floor of her wet kitchen.

I think the bat has emigrated over to my house and built its home outside my room. Maybe it’s hanging upside down on the tree right now…

Ewwww…

Charming Lisianthus

Just bought a bouquet of them… pretty flowers…

Hoola Hoop! My new found toy. Hahahahahaaaa…

About 10 hours ago, I can safely say that I can’t hoola but now…

I hoola…

Actually the hoola hoop which I bought had brought laughter to the whole house. Chauffered my mom and siblings for their haircut today and I managed to find the hoola which I had been looking for. And the best part was that it cost only SGD5!!! SGD4.90 to be precise…

*now i have the bad habit of writing $ in their currency. USD, SGD, CHF, JPY, CAN, THB, AUD etc etc etc… job habit that pops out of nowhere…

Anyway back to my hoola hoop. After we came home from the hair cut, I went back to my room to watched Penelope on my lappie. It’s kinda nice… “Be yourself and not care abt others’ views on you and don’t let other influence your decision easily.”

After the movie I remembered that I had left my hoola in the car and I ran out to retrieve it from my jazzy. My neighbour saw me and commented that on the hoola hoop. She asked what am I going to do with it and I replied that I wanted to trim my “thick” waist. She laughed REAL LOUDLY on the spot… She commented that my waist is not thick but I can safely tell her that her waist is much smaller than mine… and the best part, she’s 40 years old. Hai….

Ok so I got my hoop and started trying to move it with my *cough* thick waist and I’m proud to say that I manage to get it into momentum after a few tries… next my mommy and sister were scrambing to try it. Mommy tried it first and the hoop dropped after a few turns, next my sister gave it a try…

And oh my… it has been a long time since i laughed so hard that I teared and my stomach went into spasm.

She SHOOK REAL HARD… WWAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAaaaa…

Mummy was laughing like crazy too. I had never heard my mom laughed so gleefully and cheerfully before. She laughed non stop for five minutes… and likewise, teared and held her stomach in pain. Kekekekekekeeeee….

Of coz my sister was modified… she lied down on the sofa and looked at us laughing at her… I can laugh right now with the image she had left behind… her long hair flying all over the place and her hands flyling all over too. Hahahahahahhahahahaaaaa…

After dinner, I showed daddy the hoop and ask him to try it. In fact I challenged him and said that he can’t hoola. *i think it’s not in our genes to hoola*

He tried and failed miserably but we laughed like crazy over it too… And i’m amazed that a hoola hoop had actually bonded us together and brought so much laughter into our life. A simple object that has done a difficult job.

I’m feeling satisfied. Blisss…

A blunt cut just reminds you of the past… bcos the bluntness is there for you to witness it.

While…

A clean cut, cuts off the split end and all the ugliness of the past. You start all over anew and you will feel pretty again. =)

And yes i’m finally getting my clean cut!!! All clean and anew.

Loving it… soon.

To everything there is a season…

There was a time when you loved ♥,

there came a time when you hated.

There was a time when you felt you wanted to kill,

now is the time for you to heal.

There was a time you were broken down,

now is the time to build yourself up.

There was a time when you were at war with your being,

now is the time to restore peace within.

P.S: Something which I read on the newspaper today and I thought it was rather enchanting…

My right eye has been twitching since i woke up this morning. I told my colleagues that my right eye muscle is going through some spasm and they laughed like crazy over it…

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It twitches as and when it likes and i can even notice it twitching when i look into the mirror… how cool is that?!

Spasm spasm spasm…

Other than my right eye is giving me the problem, my thigh muscle screams “ACHEEEEE….” too. I can’t go down the stairs w/o holding onto the railing. Now i wonder how i’m going to go down 5 flights of stairs tomorrow morning… hmmm… maybe i can try rolling down and get MC for a few days. Kekekkeeee… crazy thoughts running through my tired brain again…

Milk run is GOOD, FUN and HEALTHY. They should supply us with milk too for that will make the event more memorable. My colleagues actually commented that I look like the school children joining the run. I don’t know whether I should feel happy or sad by his comment??? Hmmm… And they even make me took pictures sitting beside those primary and secondary students. Wait till i upload that pic but I think I definitely look older than them… Will post the picture when I don’t feel lazy and tired…

And my new food hunt… East Coast Park Hawker Center!!!

Although waiting for a carpark lot is kinda anal over there… we waited for half an hour for one precious lot but the good food is all worth it!!! The satay bee hoon is yummylicious!!! Caren commented that I’m always eating that… but there’re only 2 nice satay bee hoon which i had tried so far. They’re the ones at Bukit Timah and East Coast Park. However the serving at East Coast Park is really small even though i ordered $4. The cheapest starts at $2. How to feel full eating the $2 plate? Or maybe my appetite is damn big???!!! Anyway the Bukit Timah one at $3 per plate is a hearty serving… or maybe i don’t feel that hungry when i was there? Full of contradiction shit… ignore me…

I think my bed is beckoning me to sleep. Pray that i sleep like a baby tonite… till then…

My body keeps screaming that it’s tired….. but i can’t sleep. Have you ever felt so tired that you want to sleep but you can’t and in the end you ended up crying???

Happiness = Reality / Expectation.

Assuming that reality is constant,

the lower your expectation the greater your Happiness. And that’s how one become happy?

BUT

the lower your expectation, it can also indirectly means the lesser you work bcos when you expect more of somethg, the harder you work…

Ok that’s really random… just something i read on a book which spurs me to come with even more theory to it…

However i know my quotient of Happiness is really low bcos my expectation has grown exponentially… F**k… I have forgotten to find happiness in every little thing…

I’m not feeling happy. PERIOD.

Ok let’s change topic…

Next topic will be on my driving… I almost wanted to scream at my sister just now while i was driving mummy to the market to buy fruits. She’s feeling unbalance and angry over something… and soo….

she vent it out using my honk!!!

Ugh…. super irritated with her. Apparently a van in front of me suddenly change over to my lane. However as he was still quite some distance in front of me, i decided not to honk at him. But my sister who was sitting beside me, moved over and press the honk real loud. I was absolutely fuming at that point in time. And i snapped at her that I’m driving the car, not you. Therefore respect my decision.

Mummy could sense the tension between us and i was really holding myself back before i started scolding her or do whatever… and she too realised that she did something which she should not… and appeared really sheepish later on… Hai… Small little things always happen when i drove them in the car… maybe that explains why i don’t really like to drive. I want a driver to drive me around instead.

Ok next fleeting thot will be…

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I finally slept like a baby last nite! *happy. Ok at least i find somethg to be happy abt…

I had been suffering from my seasonal insomia for a week and it’s really killing me softly… I need to lie in bed for at least 2 hours before i can fall asleep. That also explains why my dark circle are turning black…

I snuggle into my bed at 10pm last nite and fall asleep promptly at 10 plus. A sleep deprived me = a snappy me. I still remembered i snapped at someone bcos i did not have enough sleep and was called “pig” by that someone. That really riled me up and i remembered i replied that pig is smart or what and that’s why there’s a book called animal farm or charlotte web written on it.

For your general information, pigs’ intelligence is on par of a 3 years old toddler and they’re as smart as a dog. From a vegan page i read. So ya… stop calling anyone pig if you’re trying to say that he’s stupid like a pig… it is kinda wrong bcos you’re saying that all 3 years old toddler are stupid too.

Alrite no more thots… trying to fall asleep now again. I hope i succeed…